Holding my breath, i see the world falling into pieces. I cannot see, I cannot listen. My body is drifting and i feel nothing... and my head and my feelings are upside down where I'm divided into two big pieces of myself and there is no way I can pull myself together.
Silence.
Reasoning.
The emotions should leave me...please just leave me or let me go...
I stretch.
I feel my heart beating and suddenly...i can breathe again.
As I'm dragged into the vacuum, my body is shaken with shocks of hopes and my eyes are no longer willing to be shut. And not my mouth either.
I scream.
I roll over myself to the side where i can find not freedom, but the sense of float as I'm weightless. I'm selfish... I'm no longer myself. I'm just who I want myself to be.
I struggle against the current, I have to be faster, I have to be harder, I have to be even more stronger to get to my final stand!!!! Nothing and no one is in front of me, it's just this track and myself; I'm number one, and now I have to beat myself to be better than i could ever be.... there is no pain, there is no sense....there is no...more life..
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