Thursday, January 11, 2007

Erasmus Journal - 2

Erasmus was an objective. An experience to be lived. But like all great deals, this one was so far from truth, so out of reach and irrealistic! Whatever... when the supposed time came, i have started with the process without any certainty about the future. And this is one of the cases when you have no intension to do something or you just try it thinking you will never reach the goal. Most of the times, you?nto something and life pushes you to a place you would never think you?. Destiny? Well, destiny makes us think that you don?ve any power in your future. Things happens without you predicting them and that+s why i believe in it. Because i guess that i have a certain control on my life but in the end, everything is settled. Your genes plays an important role in this, believe me. It has been a huge struggle to get to this point. First and the hardest one is the approval of your Investitor (a.k.a. D-A-D) which was not so simple, obviously came on the last minute. Then the management of the 1st Semester exams with my University. When i was told that it could happen in the University i was going and in the end nothing was certain, it was a huge hole that would keep me away from the last objective. Now that i got the approval after they said "No" (instability on the most Catholic University of all Universities), it shows impossible to have them at last. Will i be able to do them? Read the next posts... After huge investment, after some suffer with having no idea from the future..Here i am at the heart of Scadinavia!

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